Day 3 of the flu, and still struggling. I have eaten a bowl of ramen noodles and a piece of toast today... That's it. And I'm still feeling terrible! What the heck!? Thank goodness Chris comes home tonight so I can have a little break tomorrow!
On a happy note, I got my Ergo! Whoo hoo!! I have been so unmotivated the past 3 days that I haven't even taken it out of the box yet... I got it on ebay and didn't get that great of a deal for it, but who cares. I wanted it so bad! Now I can go hiking with my mommy friends without destroying my shoulders and neck!
And then there's Mr. Man...Oh Mr. Gavin... You are so unique. The new craze? Vienna sausages... I know, I know... NASTY, but he LOVES them. He can't get enough!
And then there's the breastfeeding drama. I decided about a week and a half ago to stop/wean breastfeeding for various reasons. I was so SICK of using that damn pump every 3-4 hours! That was a big reason, but also, I'm going back to work part time in about 4 weeks and I just don't want to excuse myself from a professional setting to go and be "milked". I struggled and struggled with feeling selfish for a couple of weeks. I was feeling like I was doing this just for me and putting Gavin's health and well being in second place. I just couldn't get over this feeling! But, after many tears, and conversations with friends, family, and my hubby, I decided that I was DONE. seven and a half months is a pretty darn good job and I should be proud. So, we made the switch to formula, and Gavin is doing GREAT with it so that's a blessing. Oh, and as for the pump? I want to destroy it, but my better judgement is telling me I should save it for baby #2 some day.
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